| end is forever |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|09:05 pm] |
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| | The Format | ] |
How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd.
Im just a fucked up girl looking for my own piece of mind. DONT assign me yours.
Gosh..that is perhaps the most incredible movies known to mankind. Although, others say that Garden State is comparable to it. I think I may have to watch it ones of these days.
Break is over...seems like a lot of things are starting to be. But then there isnt really an end to anything in life. Like laundry for example. Vicious cycle really but it is a necesity.
Anyways...I am sad that I was not allowed to go to Chris and Andrew's concert yesterday. Stupid stupid rain. (im sorry guys my mom said no :() I even hurried home from my basketball game so that i could go to it. I do love you guys and I will be at your next show.
Ill write more later when Im done with the never ending stack of physics papers.
goodbye |
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| wowzers |
[Nov. 17th, 2004|09:44 pm] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | Jimmy Eat World- Hear you me | ] |
Im writing in this again... wow twice in one week. Im less stressed out today..eventhough i have like a trillion things to do. But i really cant concentrate. Lets see..I havent talked to Bri in a while...its kind of strange because i never really believed that you can be friends one minute and strangers the next. hmmmmmmmm.... Anyways Im doing econ..and econ sux monkey nutts.. I guesss this is a boring journal but o well when i have time i will write more. Btw. I am in love with jimmy eat world's Hear you me...its beautiful...no matter how long ive liked it for..it never loses its touch. Ü Well guys nighty night! |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|02:09 pm] |
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| |  exanimate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DBC | ] |
Ok so i have not written in this thing in sooo long..and i dont know why but I decided today that I am starting back up. Im feeling a little bit down lately..dont know why..but i am. Andrew says Im being self concious..but the way i see it...what does he know? i dont know...im looking for new music..im bored with my stuff right now..and im pretty much bored in general right now.. is that bad? O well...college is coming right? gggggggrrrrrrreat.... :/ |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|06:41 pm] |
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| |  amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Senses Fail-Let it Unfold You | ] |
Thats me in the cow costume.
gosh we..are...soooo cool? hehe?
Thats Ashlee and I b4 work...ttizite.
Anyways enough with the pictures...I made a myspace a while ago..its
pretty cool i guess..though this journal is a bit more user
friendly..however if you want to check out my my space go right ahead
but add your name on the friends thingy. Anyways....Things are
going pretty good lately..School is fine..hard but im doing
good. Everything else is going good as well.
Today was the senior barbeque that was fun..cept extremely
hot! Bri and I ate under a table lol to stay out of the
sun...thats how cool we are.....jk?
I got the new Senses Fail cd yesterday..its really good. If you
havent bought it then you should go out right now and get it. Its
just THAT good...hehe well Im going to go. TTYL!!!!! I love you
all!
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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|03:48 pm] |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|11:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Postal Service | ] |
Hey everyone!!!!!!!
Well I just got done watching FOR THE LOVE OF THE
GAME. Its such a cute love movie. Well I just thought Id
say hi to everyone...since i havent written in like....one whole
day...OMGGGG!!!!!!!! hehe jk...well goodnight im asleeepppy!
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| chillaxin.. |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|02:30 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | Dixie Chicks-Fly | ] |
I was just exploring the net...just thought Id show you some quizzes to take...so go crazy..
( <a href= ) |
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[Aug. 29th, 2004|07:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  energetic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | FenixTx | ] |
Well once again Ive worked a lot this weekend and hung out with andy...which was quite entertaining. Anyways I found this cd this weekend..it was my favorite of all times because it is the first punk cd I was ever given or owned. It is also the best ever man. Thanx to ANDREW CLARK aka superstud. He rocks at making mixes man. I love the simple happy punk rock songs on it..they make me smile. Ü Anyways...hahaha I found out that i have to take another class first period..which will totally suck..but maybe then my mommy wont make me stay in journalism. Yes...that would be a nice trade off. Anyways...I think Im going to get going..Its Jack's (my grandma's best friends) birthday and they are over! I will talk to you all later hopefully..and if this is one of my long lost friends reading my journal call me sometime (coughchriscough)! I still love you guys. Well buhbye! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|12:57 pm] |
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| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Further Seems Forever | ] |
Well lets see...Ive been pretty busy working..or doing homework..I kinda feel like a loser. I mean Ive talked to some people but I havent really hung out with anyone. Its kinda sad :(. well at least work is alright or else I would be hating life right now. Well today Im going to do something whether it kills me or not cuz I am soooooooo bored lately. So I guess I will write something later? Alright bye byez guys! |
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|06:19 pm] |
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| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Taking Back Sunday-New American Classic | ] |
"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember but I know that I can't go back
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
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[Aug. 19th, 2004|08:09 pm] |
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Hey Guys..I havent written since school started..which was only four
days ago yet it seems like its been a lot longer. Im happy to say that
I might be one of the only people that dont have senioritis..I never
thought it would happen..but I am not a slacker so far..Ive done all my
homework..I mean I always end up with the homework in but I actually DO
it now..and learn it now. Its strange... Anyways I havent seen very
many people at school because all my classes are on one side of the
school and within like 2 seconds of eachother. Although..Bahar is in my
english class and thats quite entertaining sometimes. Also Mr Stimac is
pretty halarious..I like his sense of humor. Anyways enough about my
REALLY cool classes and on to bigger and better things. LIke.....CHEER.
hahaha right just kidding. Actually..and I know this will give you guys
shock but I can honestly say that this year CHEER IS FUN! I bet you
never thought Id say those two words together in a sentence..except
maybe COACH ED IS A CHEER FUN SUCKER OUTER. did that make
sense?..oooofffff couuurseee it idid. Yea...anywho... I work a lot this
weekend so I probably wont be writing..or online...Im sowwy :( Well...
I really like this song right now I dont know why but I just do...:
Well, i'll wait till you listen
I wont say a word
to follow your instincts
just never worked for me
your silent but strong, (yeah, I'm playing that card)
and your noticing nothing again
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
(yeah, I'm playing that card)
when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't mean it (remember more then youd like to forget)
So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never been enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours
Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didn't mean it (start it all over)
I know you didn't meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)
Drop everything, start it all over
remember more then youd like to forget [x2]
Would you like to forget
would you like to forget
drop everything, start it all over
well, drop everything start it all over (would you like to forget)
drop everything start it all over
start it all...
Well I, know you know, everything
I know you didnt mean it
I know you didnt mean it
I know you know, everything (drop everything)
I know you didnt mean it (start it all over)
I know you didnt meant it (remember more then youd like to forget)
I know you know
I know you know...you know, you know, you know... |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|04:52 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pleased | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hot Hot Heat-Goddamnit | ] |
I went shopping for four hours today..and I only found one shirt and a pair of sandals. I felt bad making andrew walk around with me for so long but there was nothing in my size or that really attracted my attention. I think tomorrow I am going to go shopping in Northridge or something. Maybe I will have better luck there. Then I made dindin for my darling Andrew. I had a nice night and it made the last day of summer seem not so bad. I guess school has to start sometime. See you guys tomorrow! |
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[Aug. 15th, 2004|02:40 am] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Yellowcard-Roughdraft | ] |
Ok Well Today was a really really good day...i didnt do anything exciting..but the day left me content. I saw Princess Diaries 2 this morning at 1030..that was a good sequel though i do like the OG better. Then I went shopping for a wee little bit..and then went to andy's house. Then I had work. I really like Maggie Moos..its suprisingly fun..and I really like the people. We have some quality conversations. When I got home I watched Dawson's Creek Season 1 on DVD..i think i watched it for about 2 1/2 hours..just enough to finish off the season. That show is just so amazing..I dont think Ive ever cried that much..it really gets your emotions going..and it also makes you want relationships like that..everything just seems so realistic in it. I know sometimes I wish my life were more like a fairy tale..but honestly I love my life.. I would never trade it for anything. Im just kind of scared as to what the next year will bring..and deciding what on earth Im going to do when I need to decide on a college. I guess I have a while to worry bout this stuff but times going so fast lately I cant even think straight half the time...o well..I do know one thing..I am happy..right now in my life..and with the people that are in it..Im soo incredibly happy. Thats all that matters. |
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[Aug. 13th, 2004|12:23 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mae-Summertime | ] |
Yay Im the cow today..does that rock or what?
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[Aug. 10th, 2004|11:35 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jennifer Lopez | ] |
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[Aug. 10th, 2004|12:13 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The MovieLife | ] |
 Well..ive
been told that my journal is dumb so Ive decided that Im not going to
write much anymore...I will just leave a picture that sums up my
feelings... |
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[Aug. 9th, 2004|01:53 pm] |
Dude I like really really suck at this try to make someone feel better
stuff...but then again there isnt that much that I can do to help. I do
love you though Bri..and all I can do is be here for you.
So what do you do when someone that youve been best friends with since
kindergarten is going to be sent to live with their grandma in
sacremento with just a few days notice? What exactly would you say to
her? I have no idea..
I think Im really confused right now because Im feeling really...umm
independent from everything lately..and its making me think a lot about
everything..whether thats a good thing or not im not sure. yea...umm
anywho..
Im going to meet Andrew while hes on his half (yipideedoda). Oh yea and
steal candy...cant forget that... O yea and bad newsss...im not the cow
today...or anytime this week. :( Sux monkeyballs eh? haha yea well Im
heading out so lata skata!
Picture of the Moment:
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[Aug. 8th, 2004|10:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hellogoodbye-Call and Return | ] |
Im excited because Andy is home (Yippeeedooo! Wahhoooo! Yowwwzzaaa!) Ü
Maybe I will see him tomorrow..That would be super cool. Anywho I
went to a dodger game today and it was really fun. Although it
was friggin hot as heck out there...but I wore my cool visor so I didnt
get sunburned again. Then...My grandpa took my family out to
dinner cuz my brother is leaving for college in 2 days..it was kinda a
goodbye din din (*tear tear*). It was a very...neat dinner.
I think Im going to start taking Brazilian Jui Jitsu classes...My
brother was telling us a story about his girlfriend (or old gf)
that lives in New York. They met from my brothers Self Defense
JuiJitsu Club...anyways she was going home from a friends house and as
she got off the subway a man pinched her butt...so she turned around
and socked him right in the jaw...he fell down and got knocked
unconscience....well yea just incase Im walking home all alone 12
blocks from a subway station...Jui Jitsu might come in handy...or I
could just stick to pepperspray....yeaaaaa...sounds good...
Anyways enough of storytime...Ive heard my stories put people to
sleep...no names mentioned (hehe jk).. I went to sports
chalet..and as I was walking by the golf section I looked for my true
love Bono (jk but i do love him)..but no such luck. The Golf
Department was empty..hehe O well next time. Hmm I think maybe
thats it for tonight...Im going to go do a little tidying up in my
room...so nighty night....XoXo....
wait....here is the site to an awesome band...I seriously llllllllooooooooooooooooovvvvvvveeeeeeee them hehe
http://www.hellogoodbye.net
They are crazzzzzzzzyyy cute too!!!!!!
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| Great Song |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|07:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dashboard-Unplugged | ] |
"So Impossible"
So she says
"Everyone's going to the party,
won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things like..
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class &
talking the big smack &
playing the fool &
wearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
wearing your old threads.
If you like coffee in the evening.
These are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know"
So I said...
"I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join me
and maybe my friend
and your friend
will hit it off or maybe we will?"
I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them with
someone you care about
and do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them
So yes, I'll see you there.
Ok so Ive really been in a dashboard mood lately...I love him.
btw...what does chipper mean?
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| Curious |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|01:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Taking Back Sunday-Where U want to Be | ] |
 
Alexis Bledal is one of my favorite actresses ever. I love Gilmore
girls..I know its lame but I really believe it might be the best show
ever made. Anyways she is gorgeous. Dont we all wish we
could look like that? hmm anyways..
I worked again tonight..and once again my dear friend HOHO came
to see me...cept this time he was wearing this really cool
visor....REALLY COOL..haha. Um just joking? hehe. Well thanks for
visiting you butterfingershakeboy. ummm moving on...
I still dont know whats going on with my flapping egg...Im still
worried but I guess as long as she knows that I love her
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much then its all good in the
hood. Call me if you need me... haha that reminds me
Well Its vury late and Im supadeeeeedooper tired. So maybe Ill go to sleep now.. nighty night ya'll. sweet dream.
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